As I did my today’s meditation, I pondered upon Jesus said to Peter, “Put your sword into its sheath; shall I not drink the cup that the Father has given me?” (JOHN 18:11, NIV), I found out how Peter drew his sword and lopped off an ear after the soldiers came to arrest Jesus. Yet, Jesus immediately told him to put the sword away. Earlier that same night, Jesus had instructed His disciples to sell their cloaks and buy swords and they quickly produced two, without even losing a garment.
In those days, the longing for a liberated Israel ran deep. Peter and the other disciples carried this national hope (Acts 1:6, NIV). Not long after, during the siege of Jerusalem in AD 70, brutality would reach horrific levels, with crucifixions carried out in staggering numbers.
But while Jesus was moving toward the Cross, Peter was reaching for the sword. His misjudgment reflects a struggle we all face. He believed the kingdom could be advanced by force; we often think it can be built through hype, influence, or human effort. Yet the kingdom of God does not come by our striving but it comes by God’s power and purpose alone.
The question is, whose kingdom are we seeking today?
Are you dreaming the wrong dream? Fighting the wrong fight? Seeking the kingdom by self-branding, image-crafting, niche-positioning? What weapons are you wielding? How many ears have you sliced off to secure your place in the pecking order?
As the apostle John said, “Your kingdom is not of this world, but against the rule of Satan. For this purpose was the Son of God manifest, that he might destroy the works of the devil” (1 JOHN 3:8, NIV). Jesus, forgive me for seeking to build my own kingdom in your name. Deliver me from pride, selfish ambition, and die-hard illusions. As the apostle Mark said, “Give me a pure and holy ambition, not to be served but to serve. Not to be great but to make others great. Not to make a name for myself, but to magnify your name by giving and losing my life for you, for your Gospel, and for others” (MARK 8:35, NIV). And, we readily identify with the risen Christ, yet often shrink from identifying with the rejected Christ – for we desire the crown without the cross.
As the apostle Paul writes, God chooses what is foolish to shame the wise, what is weak to shame the strong, and what is lowly and despised to nullify what is – so that no one may boast before Him. And he declares his longing: to know Christ, the power of His resurrection, and to share in His sufferings, becoming like Him in His death (1 Corinthians 1:27–29; Philippians 3:10, NIV).
Indeed, the strength found in weakness leads us on a path of downward surrender – the only way upward in God’s kingdom. Even to be ridiculed or despised for doing what is right becomes a sacred privilege before our Father in heaven.
May we embrace this as our only model of discipleship, ministry, and mission in this present evil age today!
Profile Background:
Jeremy Koh is a graduate with a disability from Cerebral Palsy Alliance Singapore (formerly the Spastic Children Association, 1987–1997). He holds certifications in Microsoft Office Skills and completed the HR Administrator program (CHRA) through the Human Capital Singapore–SGEnable Collaboration of Partnership (HCS HR PowerBank, 7th Dec 2021–3rd June 2022). Over the years, Jeremy has taken on various roles, including Project Assistant/Email Marketing Consultant, Connector at ServeHope Pte Ltd, and a member of the GrowthBeans Team at Savior–Asia Consulting Pte Ltd. He also worked as a KeyGuard Specialist at (these)abilites Pte Ltd, overseeing all KeyGuard operations at World United College South East Asia (Tampines Branch) for 10 months. Additionally, Jeremy served as an Executive Assistant at Vision Strategy Storytelling for three months (Aug–Oct 2017). He founded the Project Stories for LIFE initiative (currently suspended), which is affiliated with Youth Corps Singapore, and has previously been involved with the Special Needs Cluster. As a disability advocate, Jeremy continues to actively represent the disabled community in public.
Prayer Response to this featured article:
Jesus, forgive our human folly. Forgive our reluctance to suffer with you. We renounce the spirit of triumphalism. Open our hearts and minds to the folly of the Cross.
(Written by Jeremy Koh, 22nd July 2019)